I should be in college today, but instead I am sitting in front of my computer typing these words as others on the same course are enjoying their midday break. I should be making notes and listening to discussion points, sucking the tip of my pencil and avoiding the almost surreptitious glances of at least one of the other students. Instead I have a large bottle of mineral water and the memory of a night which didn’t go quite the way it was meant to, especially not in the small hours when I usually stock up on much needed beauty sleep.
It was something I ate, simple as that. We had a little disagreement, my dinner and I, and my dinner decided to pack up and leave by the front door in long, heaving fountains which didn’t always end up in the toilet bowl as I would have wished them to. I’m sure you have no desire whatsoever for me to go into any of the more gruesome details, so I shall leave the rest to your imagination.
What to do with an unplanned, unexpected free day? I am sure I could have come up with something better than what I am doing now – not that I don’t mind having a little bit more time to write – but my body doesn’t feel like doing anything much, and I have decided to listen to it for once. One good thing about the whole, now I know first hand why I will never, ever force myself to lose weight by sticking my fingers down my throat. Not that I need to, but you know what I mean.
Love & Kisses, Viki.